| Location | Helensburgh |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 26/09/1998 |
| Date of Death | 26/09/1998 |
| Visitors | 722 since 25/09/2008 |
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I already had my First born a little boy who i named Christopher.
But this is how that fateful day unfolded, when i lost my second preganacy.
I was 24 weeks pregnant; when i felt the most horrendous shooting pain surging through my stomach. I
phoned the midwife and explained the symptoms to her,she told me to go straight to the hospital to
get checked out.
I had a scan which revealed i was in the early stages of labour. 2 hours past and the pain got
worse, then at 12:15 pm. A little girl "My Samantha" emerged making no sound, naturally i panicked,
i kept asking to see her but all the doctors would say is that she needed attention. I had 2 wait 1
hour before the doctors brought my beautiful daughter to me.
I later found out; she was under developed and i was advised not to remove the tiny hat they had
placed on her head. Also her tiny lungs were not formed properly, she weighed only 500 grams when
she was born, the inevitable was about 2 happen and there was nothing i could do 2 save my little
angel so all i could do was hold her tiny and fragile body close 2 me, she lay in my arms for 4
hours before she sadly lost her battle for life in this world and became a beautiful little angel.
I started to haemorrage really bad.
I needed to go to surgery as the placenta did not appear. I was told it was unlikely i'd ever have
any more children because of the complications during surgery.
I have since had another pregnancy that also ended at 6 weeks, but since those sad times i have had
some joy and a bouncy 3 year old came into my life, who does require medical attention from time to
time, but is alive and happy, and i strongly believe my little Samantha has helped make this
happen.
To make things worse i have no picture of my beautiful little angel, instead i carry this image in
my head.
I WOULD JUST LIKE 2 SAY A HUGE THANKYOU 2 EVERYONE WHO HAS SENT A TRIBUTE, GIFT OR LIT A CANDLE, I
AM TRULY TOUCHED BY HOW MANY UNKNOWN PEOPLE WHO I WILL PROBABLY NEVER MEET CAN CARE SO MUCH ABOUT MY
LITTLE GIRL.
my angel
when the sun is shining i think of u,
when i am sad i think of u,
when i am hurting u r in my thoughts,
and when i am happy u r in my thoughts, so sammy i just wanna say wherever i am an wotever i am doin u r always in my thoughts.
Love u always my beautiful little angel
sleep tight sammy
love mummy
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a birthday wish
Happy 11th birthday my beautiful little angel, we miss u so much and we will never ever forget u, hope u have a lovely day in heavens garden, i would do anything 2 have u hear right now so we could all celebrate ur special day together as a family, but tragedy has kept us apart. Knowing we will be reunited one day is what keeps us going over the years.
I love you so much Sammy, and always will do,
sweet dreams my perfect, beautiful little angel.
love and kisses always
mummy, chris and ciaran xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
♥ my beautiful sammy, words cannot express how much i miss u over the years it has got easier to handle but i still wish u were here. I will never forget u and when i feel the time is right i will introduce this site 2 ur brothers so they can talk 2 u also. I long 4 the day we r reunited, until then i just plod along with life and try and make the most of every opportunity that comes my way.
Love and miss u always
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ♥
♥ Hey there my beautiful little angel, sammy i miss u so much that it hurts. It has been over 10 years since i last held u but i can still remember how u smelt and the look in ur eye as u took ur last breath, please keep watching over me and ur brothers, and look after Carl 2morro as its his bday ok.
Lots of love, hugs and kisses r heading ur way.
Love from mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ♥
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Day
a new year
♥happy new year my beautiful little angel, how i wish u were with me right now u would sort ur brothers out i expect. I miss u so much the longer we're apart the more my love seems 2 grow 4 u. Please keep us safe this coming year.
Go and find carl and give him a new year kiss from me and his mum, who i expect is feeling just as low as me but worse, as i have ur brothers.
Love and miss u 4ever, be good and have fun.
Lots of kisses mummy. ♥
HAPPY NEW YEAR SAMANTHA XXX
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sending love to your angel and your loved ones.
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Wishing you a Merry little Christmas
Hi baby girl, just wishing you a Merry Christmas, your mum misses you loads, if she was granted just one wish it would be to have you there on Christmas day with your brother's opening your pressie's and the thought of you getting excited along with your brother's at the thought of Santa.
So Samantha,i hope that you too look down on mummy and your brother's and watch and keep them safe.
Merry Christmas little one you will be remembered forever by all
with love jan nextdoor neighbour
xmas wish
♥♥To my beautiful baby angel, this is our 10th xmas apart now and its especially hard this year as its double figures. I miss u more and more each day and my love 4 u will never fade. Ciaran is very excited about santa comin 2moz, im so torn as i wanna enjoy it with him but am holding back as a part of my heart is with u.
Go and find gramps he will take good care of u until i get there. Chris doesn't seem 2 bothered about xmas either. Oh y were u taken from me its not fair, all the good ones were chosen 4 special reasons and i wouldn't mind if it wasn't so painful 2 deal with.
I wish, i wish upon a bright star,
to hold u close and never let go,
to smell ur smell, to feel ur warmth,
y oh y were u taken so young,
i need u, i miss u , i yearn to c u,
and most of all i wish i could hear ur sweet voice,
now that u r all grown up.
I sometimes feel ur presence at home and occasionally at work, and i long 2 hold u. I know i gotta b patient until its my time 2 leave earth and join u up there in heaven's special place. Keep a space warm 4 me ok.
Miss u always, wish u could have stayed on earth, but u were chosen 4 a special mission in heavens garden.
Lots of love and kisses, i still have ur bear with me i won't ever get rid of it as that is wot keeps us close.
Love u always, from,
mummy, Chris and Ciaran.
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