| Location | Helensburgh |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 26/09/1998 |
| Date of Death | 26/09/1998 |
| Visitors | 1,280 since 25/09/2008 |
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I already had my First born a little boy who i named Christopher.
But this is how that fateful day unfolded, when i lost my second preganacy.
I was 24 weeks pregnant; when i felt the most horrendous shooting pain surging through my stomach. I phoned the midwife and explained the symptoms to her,she told me to go straight to the hospital to get checked out.
I had a scan which revealed i was in the early stages of labour. 2 hours past and the pain got worse, then at 12:15 pm. A little girl "My Samantha" emerged making no sound, naturally i panicked, i kept asking to see her but all the doctors would say is that she needed attention. I had 2 wait 1 hour before the doctors brought my beautiful daughter to me.
I later found out; she was under developed and i was advised not to remove the tiny hat they had placed on her head. Also her tiny lungs were not formed properly, she weighed only 500 grams when she was born, the inevitable was about 2 happen and there was nothing i could do 2 save my little angel so all i could do was hold her tiny and fragile body close 2 me, she lay in my arms for 4 hours before she sadly lost her battle for life in this world and became a beautiful little angel.
I started to haemorrage really bad.
I needed to go to surgery as the placenta did not appear. I was told it was unlikely i'd ever have any more children because of the complications during surgery.
I have since had another pregnancy that also ended at 6 weeks, but since those sad times i have had some joy and a bouncy 3 year old came into my life, who does require medical attention from time to time, but is alive and happy, and i strongly believe my little Samantha has helped make this happen.
To make things worse i have no picture of my beautiful little angel, instead i carry this image in my head.
I WOULD JUST LIKE 2 SAY A HUGE THANKYOU 2 EVERYONE WHO HAS SENT A TRIBUTE, GIFT OR LIT A CANDLE, I AM TRULY TOUCHED BY HOW MANY UNKNOWN PEOPLE WHO I WILL PROBABLY NEVER MEET CAN CARE SO MUCH ABOUT MY LITTLE GIRL.
new year message
happy new year sweetheart i miss u so much and wish u were here 2 celebrate with us, i hope u had an angel party an watched the fireworks from above.
love u always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
13th angelversary
i still cant believe u have been gone 13 years 2day, it only seems like yesterday since i last held u in my arms, if i could have 1 final wish it would be 2 hold u once again,
i love an miss u so so much sammy, stay safe until we meet again
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hey baby girl,
sorry i haven't been on 2 talk 2 u in a while i have been havin problems with accessing the site,
your birthday is fast approaching once again, an i shud b looking forward 2 it, but once again i am dreading that day,
speak 2 u very soo sammy
love mummy xxxxxxxxxx
To my beautiful angel baby, i love an miss u so so much, with every year that passes my love 4 u gets stronger an stronger.
I hope u an Kayleigh r pain free an happy up there in heavens garden.
Please look after each other until we r reunited.
Love an miss u forever an always.
Love from mummy, Robb, Chris an Ciaran
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new year message
To Sammy,
just want 2 wish u a happy angel new year, i hope u will b partying up there in heaven with the other angels, an watchin the fireworks at midnight.
Yet another year has passed an i still wish every day u were here with us, but sadly it wasnt 2 be.
Look after Kayleigh 4 me as she has never seen the fireworks an might get a bit scared, i love an miss u both so so much.
Love an miss u always Sammy.
love from mummy, Robb, Chris an Ciaran
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christmas wishes
To sammy,
just wanted to wish u merry christmas, unfortunately u wont b here in person nor will Kayleigh but i no u will both b here in spirit.
We will b thinking of u both 2morro, look after each other ok.
Love an miss u as always
Love from mummy, Robb, Chris an Ciaran xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey baby girl
sorry i havent been 2 say hello for a while, u no i dont really like this time of year as ur not here with us.
Please look after Kayleigh 4 me until i get there, this year especially as its her first angel xmas, love u both so so much.
forever in my heart
love u always
mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thinking of you Sammy on your Angelversary x
Sending you special thoughts today Sammy, and expecially to your mummy too on this sad day hugs to ya all, Carl will keep a look out for you and keep you safe he's a sound lad very caring as he was on earth, shine like the brightest star can shine ikkle one ♥♥♥
BIRTHDAY MESSAGE
To my beautiful daughter Sammy,
Happy 12th birthday to my gorgeous baby girl, i love an miss u so so much each an every day.
Not a day goes by when u r not in my thoughts. I wish every day u were still here with me, but sadly u grew ur wings 2 early an become an angel up above.
Stay close 2 Kayleigh an she will keep u safe.
Please help guide me through this difficult time.
When im feeling low i often find myself looking up above 2 find comfort from the stars, sometimes it helps, sometimes it makes me feel worse.
The day i lost u will stay with me forever, that was the hardest day i have ever experienced an i can still feel the same pain now that i felt 12 years ago 2morro.
Love an miss u always my beautiful baby girl.
Have a lovely day with ur sister 2morro an i look forward 2 being reunited with u when i come an join u in heavens garden, but 4 now i am needed here 2 care 4 ur 2 brothers an the new bump, keep us all safe an dont forget mummy loves u.
Sendin u lots of hugs an kisses on ur very special birthday.
Love from mummy, Robb, Chris an Ciaran
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my precious baby girl Samantha
To my beautiful baby girl,
I cant believe its been nearly 12 years since i last held u in my arms, sunday is gonna b a very hard day, as we should b celebrating ur 12th birthday, but sadly u grew ur angel wings.
I think about u every day, an i love u no less 2day, than i did all those years ago.
I still ask myself the same question, why were u taken from me but i still have not got the answer and sadly i dont think i will ever know that answer.
RIP my beautiful baby girl.
We miss u sooooooooooooooooo much every day,
Chris sends his love, and ciaran is just starting 2 understand that u r in heaven, lthough he is still a little young 2 fully understand wot heaven means.
I will love u for eternity an beyond, and dont u ever forget that my precious child.
Sendin u lots of special hugs an kisses
love u always
mummy
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